Permanent Vacation

[Intro]

I'm a victim of sweet nothings

Gas and all, irrational

You really drive me up the wall

I got ocean eyes, Niagara Falls

You know I hate the way you like to lie to me

Sugarcoat your words, you must have cavities

When it rains, it pours

Yeah, thunderstorms

What is your nature?

My love (My daddy said)

[Chorus]

My daddy said he was on permanent vacation

And he said he's never coming back, huh

Hawaiian shirts and some side relations

I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with that

[Post-Chorus]

Eight years old (Eight) watching grown men lie

Twenty years later and you still don't reply

Ooh

Ooh, yeah

[Verse 1]

Papa used to call it a generational curse, probably made it worse

Just a bad excuse to chase a mini skirt, sneaking off with hoes, Mama off at work

Wasn't just a flirt, you was doing dirt, playing in the mud, forgot it stained your shirt

Shoved the knife in me, and said it shouldn't hurt, damn (Damn)

I am just an apple falling off the tree

You picked me from the ground and took a bite of me

You bit into me deep and cut an artery

I wonder if this is how it's supposed to be?

[Interlude]

You don't even know

I'm not—

I'm not even gonna get into it, damn

[Chorus]

My daddy said he was on permanent vacation

And he said he's never coming back, huh

Hawaiian shirts and some side relations

I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with that

[Verse 2]

Hold up, I'ma just fast forward time

It's just me and mines, it's that demon hour, 11:59

Sipping out the bottle, pinot was the wine

Think about this girl I met Tinder, huh

Start to tap them digits, I was so relentless

What I didn't mention, that I was committed

Soft monogamy, so pussy's not permitted

'Less it's her permission, that was her position

Side relations, yeah, I probably should have mentioned

Did the unthinkable, Lord forgive 'em

Start to think about my dad and my position

I can't talk no shit 'cause I don't see no difference

What he did is what I'm doing (Phew)

Fuckboy language, speak it fluent (Phew)

Walk the path, that's if the shoe fit (Ooh)

And here's the truth, I'm just like you

[Chorus]

My daddy said he was on permanent vacation

And he said he's never coming back, huh

Hawaiian shirts and some side relations

I don't know how I'm supposed to deal with that

[Post-Chorus]

Eight years old (Eight) watching grown men lie

Twenty years later and you still don't reply

Ooh

Ooh

[Outro]

I thought you loved me

You said (You said, you said, you said)

You cared about me

I let you in

I trusted you

And this is how you thank me?

You know what? I can't

I'm done, I'm through

It's over

Goodbye