forget it

It always falls on me Another exercise of demonstrating maturity Just forget it You wouldn't understand it To an absurd degree I just have to lay it all out like a spelling bee Just forget it You wouldn't understand It always falls on me Another week, another month is consuming me Just forget it You wouldn't understand it I bet you want to be alone But you can't stay home Or be alone with your thoughts, I get it You wrote your book, I read it (Yeah) Take a little hint from me, I'm a bit more wise Take a little hit so hard that I lose my disguise I feel it right behind my eyes Every little thing you say is a lie How could you put yourself through what you put yourself through? Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through I knew you could have some empathy I can read you like a book but you don't get me (How could you put yourself through what you put yourself through?) (Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through) (Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through) (Yeah, you) put yourself through what you put yourself through What you put yourself through is a cross between All the thoughts and dreams that you had of me I don't get it I guess I shouldn't've said shit How could I let myself do what I let myself do? Oh, I know that you know that I let myself lose I get it But I'll never admit it (What did you expect?) When it all falls on me Another week, another friend is a memory And I've said it I really was a medic I said, don't give a shit But I know I give a shit Oh, I don't give a shit Yeah, I know I give a shit And I guess you do it too After all this time I'm weaker too Take a little hint from me, I'm a bit more wise Take a little hit so hard that I lose my disguise I feel it right behind my eyes Every little thing you say is a lie How could you put yourself through what you put yourself through? Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through Oh now we're avoiding equity I can read you like a book but you don't get me-get me-get me Get me out of here I need empathy I need something nowhere near what I'm getting now I wanna tell you all about how I am not a machine That runs on sex and anime and food and weed I guess I see the virtue of sleep And now it's 23