forget it

It always falls on me
Another exercise of demonstrating maturity
Just forget it
You wouldn't understand it

To an absurd degree
I just have to lay it all out like a spelling bee
Just forget it
You wouldn't understand

It always falls on me
Another week, another month is consuming me
Just forget it
You wouldn't understand it

I bet you want to be alone
But you can't stay home
Or be alone with your thoughts, I get it
You wrote your book, I read it (Yeah)

Take a little hint from me, I'm a bit more wise
Take a little hit so hard that I lose my disguise
I feel it right behind my eyes
Every little thing you say is a lie
How could you put yourself through what you put yourself through?
Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through
I knew you could have some empathy
I can read you like a book but you don't get me

(How could you put yourself through what you put yourself through?)
(Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through)
(Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through)
(Yeah, you) put yourself through what you put yourself through

What you put yourself through is a cross between
All the thoughts and dreams that you had of me
I don't get it
I guess I shouldn't've said shit

How could I let myself do what I let myself do?
Oh, I know that you know that I let myself lose
I get it
But I'll never admit it (What did you expect?)

When it all falls on me
Another week, another friend is a memory
And I've said it
I really was a medic

I said, don't give a shit
But I know I give a shit
Oh, I don't give a shit
Yeah, I know I give a shit
And I guess you do it too
After all this time I'm weaker too

Take a little hint from me, I'm a bit more wise
Take a little hit so hard that I lose my disguise
I feel it right behind my eyes
Every little thing you say is a lie
How could you put yourself through what you put yourself through?
Yeah, you put yourself through what you put yourself through
Oh now we're avoiding equity
I can read you like a book but you don't get me-get me-get me

Get me out of here
I need empathy
I need something nowhere near what I'm getting now
I wanna tell you all about how I am not a machine
That runs on sex and anime and food and weed
I guess I see the virtue of sleep
And now it's 23