Not Afraid (edit)

Don't leave me alone I'm feeling so numb I need you to be here I need you to call And everythings wrong A beautiful shame And everythings ugly, hazy and gray And doesn't it hurt? Trick and control you Deceive and destroy you Doesn't it hurt? Forget and move on I'm here and im strong I've got you to blame when It's finally done I'm not afraid Of these feelings here inside I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you I'll let go of all this hate Does it make you feel inside What you never felt before Did it promise you a life But that left you all alone And doesn't it hurt? Trick and control you Deceive and destroy you Doesn't it hurt Forget and move on I'm here and im strong I've got you to blame when It's finally done I'm not afraid Of these feelings here inside I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you I'll let go of all this hate Doesn't it hurt...you Doesn't it feel...sick Doesn't it hurt...you Doesn't it feel...sick And im on my way I'm not afraid Of these feelings here inside I'm sure someday, I'll let go of all this hate for you I'll let go of all this hate I won't come around no more I'll just let you go away I' won't come around no more I lost my way Really lost my way Really lost my way Really lost my way