Cycle

[Intro] There’s a tiny office building in your head Filled with many busy executives Who make all your decisions for you Each executive has a monkey demon on his back Who makes him work hard and each demon has another demon on his back And those demons have demons (Demons, demons) [Verse 1] Yeah, I bet they love me when I’m dead and gone Yeah, and everybody’s gonna sing me songs See, I’ve been trying to get along But don’t nobody know my name And I’ve been sick of playing around with all these fucking games And way before I lost my mind and got my wrist tatted It sounded great when no one knew me and I didn’t matter I didn’t care about the music, I just hated how I felt And so I did all of the drugs trying to find myself Homie, yes, I be spitting this from the bedroom floor When no one thought I'd be anything better than a pilled out poet Owned it from the ground up Started writing down some— Things that I was feeling I didn’t know that I found love And If I’m being real, I still don’t know where I been going Blowing candles out at every birthday with a wish to show me Cuz I’m afraid of what's gon’ happen if I don’t make it But more afraid of what'll happen if I do, so— [Pre-Chorus 1] I got some issues creeping up that I will still ignore I got some friends who might be dead but we don’t talk no more And my girl tripping, still worried 'bout my mental— Health and I don’t want to take the pills that they give you Issues, running maybe I ain’t dying yet Cuz even in depression, I’m a goddamn stubborn mess This rollercoaster isn’t all that it’s cracked up to be And I’m just waiting for the day that I can leave [Chorus] I know, all the light will fade before I go And this life, this feels like a cycle Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes I know, all the light will fade before I go And this life, this feels like a cycle Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes [Verse 2] Now everybody has a change of heart I take apart my own to find where I went wrong, but don’t know where to start And all the music shit's amazing, till it’s not And I don’t know how long this high is gonna last, so I just keep it up These matters of emotion, trying to keep the focus Working on a perfect combination for a magic potion— To happiness but it's impossible to tell Because the grass is always greener when you water everybody else Yeah, said I would never be anything, what do you know? When I get to looking around at the people at shows And all of them know the words And sing them back like they’re letting go— Of the pain I know I’ll never have to be alone Cuz inside we’re all the same We run from everything Low blows and wedding rings Slow go down lone roads And don’t cope with anything Sometimes I wonder if this love will go away Cuz, it's still impossible to sleep so— [Pre-Chorus 2] I got some issues creeping up that I will still ignore I got some friends who might be dead but we don’t talk no more And my girl tripping, still worried 'bout my mental— Health and I don’t want to take the pills that they give you Issues, building, maybe I won’t make it yet Cuz even when I’m winning I don’t know how to take a breath This roller coaster isn’t anything I thought it’d be And I’m just waiting for the day that I can sleep [Chorus] I know, all the light will fade before I go And this life, this feels like a cycle Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes I know, all the light will fade before I go And this life, this feels like a cycle Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes [Outro] (Round it goes, round it goes) (I know, all the light will fade before I go) (And this life, this feels like a cycle) (Yeah around it goes and then around it goes and then around it goes)