Letting Go

[Verse 1] If there's a million ways to say goodbye And then I've practiced a million and one times Yeah, read every card and letter that we wrote Like who the fuck is that person I think I used to know? And I'm not talkin' about you, I'm talkin' me Like I've been oblivious, the changes that are happening You ever wake up realizing that you fell off track? Look in the mirror and you got a stranger looking back Danger, danger, I'm really taking a toll this time And I'm bettin' and I believe, so my principals tryna toll the line I can't complain because it's probably just a phase When I know I have to explain it to my friends and they won't understand Energy drained from tryna blow on the flame, but I suffocated the oxygen I guess it didn't go as planned Standing at the years without a thought to where to go They say the life is pain, so fuck it, there's the road Spare the show, 'cause we already know the ending, huh? I heard the sound before I realized the door was shut You know what? I am fucked up But more than that, I'm so done with wearing it like a fuckin' badge I sold my soul but now I want it back Tryna recapture the feelings that I used to have Yeah, you want a martyr? Then kill me first They say the death is really feeling worse But when I find out, I'll let you know I'm sorry, I'm not sorry for finally lettin' go [Chorus] I want to let you go But your love is all I know Won't you save me from my soul? The hardest part is Letting go, oh Letting go, oh Letting go, oh, ooh The hardest part is Letting go, oh Letting go, oh, ooh [Verse 2] Yeah, and I know we probably could've work this out The second time, the third time, the fourth time around And it gets dizzy and then we back off, we act, wail, fuck up and then we back on Like how does that makes sense? I'm tryna level here I guess the water seeks its own and that's been crystal clear Today, to day is like the same and all the nerves are shut Then slur talk got you thinkin', you ain't heard a lot I used to fear the day you leave, but now it's worse to wait And tear me up like I've been rubbing on this grip tape I'm feeling misplaced, mismatched and misfiled I miss the old me, miss love and miss smiles Yeah, I can't explain the way you pull the strings but I'm not a puppet Geppetto, like what the fuck you think? You want a ring but only run me 'round in circles for it And got me stuck right in the middle, like a fucking chorus Of course it's not just you, I've got some issues too But this is not some shit that I need to fix with you You listen to all of these songs that you go find enlightenment But you can't even find me and I'm the one who writes it So light this, fire burnt down the bridge Cut these ties to the words on your lips And next time you speak of me I'll be gone, I'll be, gone... [Chorus] I want to let you go (Wanna let you know) But your love is all I know (All I know) Won't you save me from my soul? (Save me from my soul) The hardest part is (Hardest part is) Letting go, oh Letting go, oh Letting go, oh, ooh The hardest part is Letting go, oh Letting go, oh, ooh The hardest part is... Save me from my soul Save me from my soul The hardest part is Letting go, oh Letting go, oh, ooh The hardest part is Letting go, oh Letting go, oh, ooh