adulting

[Spoken Intro] Just keep doing what I'm doing And keep convincing everybody that they're wrong And that's what I'll do, cause I always do it But I'm just tired [Verse 1] I haven't seen my childhood friends in two years And I fear they might have forgotten my name Cause everybody knows that that changed, like me I'm clinging to my childhood dreams I made real But still feel that I'll never shine like the stars I'm still just a kid that makes art [Pre-Chorus 1] And nobody knows that I'm crying on Tuesday's And just trying to get out of bed My sink drain is broken My bank account's frozen Adulting is not what they said [Chorus] Somebody hold me, are all 20 something's this lonely? I'm falling apart and I can't call my mom cuz she knows me too well I can't let it out cuz it feels like hell Someone hold me, I know that I can't be the only one who's a mess Cuz adulting is kids all just trying their best We do what we can and then bullshit the rest That's adulting [Verse 2] I haven't had the strength to go home in six months And not once have I sent a text to my dad He probably thinks that I'm dead Mmm-mmm [Pre-Chorus 2] But he doesn't know that I'm dying by Wednesday And just trying to get out of bed My sink drain is broken My bank account's frozen I still can't get out of my head [Chorus] Somebody hold me, are all 20 something's this lonely? I'm falling apart and I can't call my mom cuz she knows me too well I can't let it out cuz it feels like hell Someone hold me, I know that I can't be the only one who's a mess Cuz adulting is kids all just trying their best We do what we can and then bullshit the rest That's adulting [Bridge] Hold me, I know that I can't be the only Are all 20 something's this lonely? Hold me [Outro] I haven't seen my childhood friends in two years But they're here wherever I'm going insane If nobody told you today You're gonna be okay