adulting

[Spoken Intro]

Just keep doing what I'm doing

And keep convincing everybody that they're wrong

And that's what I'll do, cause I always do it

But I'm just tired

[Verse 1]

I haven't seen my childhood friends in two years

And I fear they might have forgotten my name

Cause everybody knows that that changed, like me

I'm clinging to my childhood dreams

I made real

But still feel that I'll never shine like the stars

I'm still just a kid that makes art

[Pre-Chorus 1]

And nobody knows that I'm crying on Tuesday's

And just trying to get out of bed

My sink drain is broken

My bank account's frozen

Adulting is not what they said

[Chorus]

Somebody hold me, are all 20 something's this lonely?

I'm falling apart and I can't call my mom cuz she knows me too well

I can't let it out cuz it feels like hell

Someone hold me, I know that I can't be the only one who's a mess

Cuz adulting is kids all just trying their best

We do what we can and then bullshit the rest

That's adulting

[Verse 2]

I haven't had the strength to go home in six months

And not once have I sent a text to my dad

He probably thinks that I'm dead

Mmm-mmm

[Pre-Chorus 2]

But he doesn't know that I'm dying by Wednesday

And just trying to get out of bed

My sink drain is broken

My bank account's frozen

I still can't get out of my head

[Chorus]

Somebody hold me, are all 20 something's this lonely?

I'm falling apart and I can't call my mom cuz she knows me too well

I can't let it out cuz it feels like hell

Someone hold me, I know that I can't be the only one who's a mess

Cuz adulting is kids all just trying their best

We do what we can and then bullshit the rest

That's adulting

[Bridge]

Hold me, I know that I can't be the only

Are all 20 something's this lonely?

Hold me

[Outro]

I haven't seen my childhood friends in two years

But they're here wherever I'm going insane

If nobody told you today

You're gonna be okay