[Hook]
Why’d I turn a dancer to a trophy
I was chasing rings like Kobe
Sent a lotta tweets with emotions, uh
I do a lot of things when I’m emotional
Had to trade a girl for some opium
Used to feel her heart beat when I’m hugging her
You felt like a Mazda with the red leather
But I ain’t see the devil in the red leather
[Verse 1]
I used to really fuck with you
You found me in a dark time, I got really comfortable
We bonded hella quick yuh, I seen you be vulnerable
My life wasn’t working out but still I would run to you
I confess, I tried moving on but I ain’t rеally budge yet
Not like I ain’t triеd neither, been a couple months since
I started seeking therapy, I’m not tryna rush this
But it’s hard when I don’t understand why you’ve done this
I won’t forget what I learned and all that was said
I never did you different I’m the same dude you had lunch with
I still feel fucked up every time I pass by Gus’
I was just someone you felt safe with who you’d lay with watching sunsets
Doc said I was dying, you made valleys feel like summits
That was my symbol we should kick it, we would ride like a drum sets
Maybe pain's the price that my peace of mind comes with
You made sure I paid it so when is the peace coming?
[Hook]
Why’d I turn a dancer to a trophy
I was chasing rings like Kobe
Sent a lotta tweets with emotions, uh
I do a lot of things when I’m emotional
Had to trade a girl for some opium
Used to feel her heart beat when I’m hugging her
You felt like a Mazda with the red leather
But I ain’t see the devil in the red leather
[Verse 2]
I ain’t never once behind your back spoken poor of you
Not even to my therapist to do that would be horrible
We did shit you only did with Dad, that’s adorable
I cut off a bitch who called you bitch cuz I think so much more of you
Am I choosing not to see all of the bad times?
Am I really that nostalgic for our last ride?
When I was up with you until like past 5
You were one hell of a friend maybe that’s why
Like the homie Brandon, he taught me how he shot the ball
He wanted to make comics, we would find a spot to draw
10 years and he ghosted me, I was left in shock and awe
The next year you did the same, should I still be shocked at all?
I’m not a good Christian, and no I’m not religious
But I don’t want no grudges I still see room for forgiveness
I was thinking bout it all last night
Can we go back? Do we have time?
[Hook]
Why’d I turn a dancer to a trophy
I was chasing rings like Kobe
Sent a lotta tweets with emotions, uh
I do a lot of things when I’m emotional
Had to trade a girl for some opium
Used to feel her heart beat when I’m hugging her
You felt like a Mazda with the red leather
But I ain’t see the devil in the red leather
