Closure

So is this it? Does time end here? Is this what I fought for? And what I've gained What a fool I've been To think life had more to offer Instead I lie here In remorse and suffer And I hate you for doing this And I hate you for saying that I never did enough to ever please you Never did enough for it to cease to Affect me the way it does Provoke me the way it must And I'm still thinking I'm not enough My war on time Got worse and faster The sands fought hard And every day I lost a battle And even thought I know I lied And even though I saw the signs The same three words each time I am fine And I hate you for doing this And I hate you for saying that I never did enough to ever please you Never did enough for it to cease to Affect me the way it does Provoke me the way it must And I'm still thinking I'm not enough I'm ashamed of the life I've lived I'm afraid of what I have been And it just became Just became enough...