Closure

So is this it?

Does time end here?

Is this what I fought for?

And what I've gained

What a fool I've been

To think life had more to offer

Instead I lie here

In remorse and suffer

And I hate you for doing this

And I hate you for saying that

I never did enough to ever please you

Never did enough for it to cease to

Affect me the way it does

Provoke me the way it must

And I'm still thinking

I'm not enough

My war on time

Got worse and faster

The sands fought hard

And every day I lost a battle

And even thought I know I lied

And even though I saw the signs

The same three words each time

I am fine

And I hate you for doing this

And I hate you for saying that

I never did enough to ever please you

Never did enough for it to cease to

Affect me the way it does

Provoke me the way it must

And I'm still thinking

I'm not enough

I'm ashamed of the life I've lived

I'm afraid of what I have been

And it just became

Just became enough...