older now (it hurts)

Life be kind to me When I want to hide my face Death don't call to me When I long to be erased Baby stay with me Baby stay Life be kind to me Help me live with my mistakes In my dream, I'm home waking at my own pace Grinding coffee beans and boiling water breaks the silence Getting dressed I watch my belly tuck into the high waist I'm older now, it hurts me ow Swore to avoid the mirror 'Cause one look can wreck my day Tried to quell my fears Then I got mugged and stayed afraid I tried to make new friends But I just don't fit I'm an abstract shape I keep myself company Like Joni I live in a box of paints (It's alright) In my dream, I'm home waking at my own pace Grinding coffee beans and boiling water breaks the silence Getting dressed I watch my belly tuck into the high waist I'm older now, it hurts me ow I'm older now it hurts me ow I'm older now it hurts me ow