older now (it hurts)

Life be kind to me
When I want to hide my face
Death don't call to me
When I long to be erased
Baby stay with me
Baby stay
Life be kind to me
Help me live with my mistakes

In my dream, I'm home waking at my own pace
Grinding coffee beans and boiling water breaks the silence
Getting dressed I watch my belly tuck into the high waist
I'm older now, it hurts me ow

Swore to avoid the mirror
'Cause one look can wreck my day
Tried to quell my fears
Then I got mugged and stayed afraid
I tried to make new friends
But I just don't fit
I'm an abstract shape
I keep myself company
Like Joni I live in a box of paints
(It's alright)

In my dream, I'm home waking at my own pace
Grinding coffee beans and boiling water breaks the silence
Getting dressed I watch my belly tuck into the high waist
I'm older now, it hurts me ow

I'm older now it hurts me ow

I'm older now it hurts me ow