Oh Rio

Every dream has a dark side, no matter how hard you try Some ideas that started so long ago Expectations you've absorbed, you don't even know you know You don't even know you know, you don't even know you know, you don't even know you know Head long, young, dumb, full of cum You find you're all washed up In some beach you pierced together for a teenage fantasy Getting hard in the back of a bookstore Searching for clues in a Bruce Weber volume Dog-eared and beat up, you sneak a peek but you leave it on the shelf Sacred tomb you visit secretly Now here you are, now here you are You're old, you're tired, you're sick, you're sick Spine wild youth spinning out fast and free So ripe, so pretty, so thick He sees you, you're caught, he smiles and offers you a hit Your brain burns with all your cock's needs Piling up, insatiable, hungry (Hungry) I'm paralyzed in my desire I'm paralyzed in my desire I'm paralyzed in my desire No matter how I try Living on cough syrup and cachaça I fell for those eyes, big black pools that never lie Full of sick and sorrow in the bright sunshine In the bright sunshine How can I belong, now what have I done? I don't know if I'll survive How can I belong, fade out in the sun? Sometimes dreams have to die How can I belong, now what have I done? I don't know if I'll survive How can I belong, fade out in the sun? Sometimes dreams have to die Sometimes dreams have to die You find you're all washed up On some beach You pierced together for a teenage fantasy How can I belong, now what have I done? I don't know if I'll survive I don't know if I'll survive How can I belong, flavored in the sun? I don't know if I'll survive Sometimes dreams have to die