Boy

I've been sitting on a secret And I don't think I can keep it anymore I've been hiding out in northern California Where nobody knows who I was before Where they won't judge me in the morning We were counting down The music stopped We were waiting for the ball to drop I closed my eyes and I leaned in I kissed a boy And I know it's not what you wanted to hear And it wasn't on your bingo card this year Well, it wasn't on mine I fell in love And it wasn't with who I thought it would be And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me His lips were soft I had no choice I kissed a boy Laying my cards on the table I'll admit, I don't know how to label it You can think that I'm a hypocrite, that's cool I'm just following my heart, is what it is And only time will tell If I will or won't do this again Maybe I've changed Or maybe it's just him But I leaned in And kissed a boy And I know it's not what you wanted to hear And it wasn't on your bingo card this year Well, it wasn't on mine I fell in love And it wasn't with who I thought it would be And I'm scared to think of what you'll think of me His lips were soft I had no choice I kissed a boy I kissed a boy And I know it's not what you wanted to hear And it wasn't on your bingo card this year Well, it wasn't on mine I kissed a boy