Doing Better (I Think)

[Verse 1] Your girlfriend never thanked me for being such a pyro Lighting matches with my eyes closed Kerosene in your mouth Drove you so far away It's like I went and dropped you off at her house [Pre-Chorus] I know you kept my number in case you wonder Like, "Where is she now?" You say you wanna check in You're only checking on how I turned out [Chorus] I'm doing better, I don't know if you remember When I told you in September that you wouldn't recognize mе When I'm in public and I just got back from London Probably spent a couple hundrеd on some bougie fuckin' IV's I went and saw a psychic, went on a pussy diet I always thought that I'd be happier if I could buy it I'm doing better, I've been lookin' for my center But my tummy still hurts, why does better feel worse? Ooh [Post-Chorus] Better feels worse, ooh Better feels worse [Verse 2] Your girlfriend never thanked me for making her go viral Fuck it, I'm her idol I get sad and spiral Yeah, I'll buy a new whip But you'll never see me take the high road [Pre-Chorus] I know you kept my number in case you wonder Like, "Where is she now?" You say you wanna check in You're only checking on how I turned out [Chorus] I'm doing better, I don't know if you remember When I told you in December that you wouldn't recognize me After the glow up, I was learnin' how to grow up Had a wet dream then I woke up, I was on a stage with Miley I felt like I was flyin', I felt the stars alignin' I always thought that if I ever got this high, I'd like it I'm doing better, I've been lookin' for my center But my tummy still hurts, why does better feel worse? Ooh [Post-Chorus] Then why does better feel worse? Oh Ooh, better feels worse Smilin' on the outside, cryin' on the inside You would never know 'cause I'm posing with my good side Smilin' on the outside, dyin' on the inside [Outro] Smilin' on the outside, dyin' on the inside You would never know, I'm posing with my good side I'm doing better, I've been lookin' for my center But my tummy still hurts, why does better feel worse? I guess I should've thanked you for letting me go psycho Hit you with a low blow Baby, it's just promo Fuck, I'd write that song again I would but I wouldn't put it out though