For Cari

Everybody tryna make me someone else Making me feel I'm not good enough It's got me kinda twisted like I don't know myself I know sometimes I'm too hard to love I've been drinking, so I'm gonna speak mind I'm just chillin' and I'm tryna live my life So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say fuck you to the bad vibes And I'll raise a glass while I toast to myself I'm a bad bitch and nothing can scare me This one's for Cari, this one's for Cari Had a lot of feelings but not like this before I'm lonely at the moment, I miss my parents' couch And I'm going back to the New Jersey shore 'Cause I am what I am and I ain't nothing more I've been drinking so I'm gonna speak mind I'm just chillin' and I'm tryna live my life So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say fuck you to the bad vibes And I'll raise a glass while I toast to myself I'm a bad bitch and nothing can scare me This one's for Cari, this one's for Cari, ooh I'm drowning in dreams, wear my heart on my sleeve And this city's too big for the small things I need And I'm done losing sleep over things I can't be And I've pleased everybody so this ones for me So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say fuck you to the bad vibes So I'll say farewell to the hard times And I'll say fuck you to the bad vibes And I'll raise a glass while I toast to myself I'm a bad bitch and nothing can scare me This one's for Cari, yeah this one's for Cari This one's for me, yeah, this one's for me This one's for Cari