Learn to Love the Lie

I wish it was just another day Another ordinary, not extraordinary Just a boring Sunday morning When doing nothing’s the only something we’ve got planned But not today We're falling apart and it's showing that we're Basically just trapped in captivity Wishing our way out Just let me cross my fingers behind my back And I’ll swear on anything you want me to after that I’ve heard that if I cross my heart then I’d have to die If you don’t want to say goodbye Then I guess you’ll have to learn to love the lie You and me, we’re really nothing but enemies Pretending we're not meant to be I don’t want to be the one to stay I don’t want to be the one that got away And if I’m being honest You couldn’t get rid of me anyway I don’t want to be the one to stay What the hell, for heaven's sake I don’t want to be the one that got away If Massachusetts had a loyalty I hope it wouldn’t choose you over me And if you’re wondering what keeps me up at night It's thinking that you might be right Just let me cross my fingers behind my back And I’ll swear on anything you want me to after that I’ve heard that if I cross my heart then I’d have to die If you don’t want to say goodbye Then I guess you’ll have to learn to love the lie You and me, we’re really nothing but enemies Pretending that’s exactly how it's supposed to be I don’t want to be the one to stay I don’t want to be the one that got away And if I’m being honest You couldn’t get rid of me anyway I don’t want to be the one to stay What the hell, for heaven's sake I don’t want to be the one that got away You can say what you want about me The old me would not apologize You can do what you want without me If only I could keep us from colliding Overanalyzing Every move we make we think we're just surviving But slowly we were dying Until the rattle somehow brings us back to life So let's learn to love the lie I don’t want to be the one to stay I don’t want to be the one that got away And if I’m being honest You couldn’t get rid of me anyway I don’t want to be the one to stay What the hell, for heaven's sake I don’t want to be the one that got away (Just let me cross my fingers behind my back) I don’t want to be the one that got away (And I’ll swear on anything you want me to after that) I don’t want to be the one that got away (If I cross my heart then I’d have to die) But I don't wanna say goodbye But we have to laugh to learn to love the lie