So Yeah, So

Why does it feel like I'm working on a puzzle with the lights off? In a windowless room I'm feeling for the edges of the pieces Like everyone assumes What was once a broken mess lives forever in fragility Being treated like a house of cards that might fall At the slightest of breeze It can really start to fuck with your perception That's the last thing I need Say just what you want to say Before I overthink and cultivate a seed of doubt So when did scars become a sign of something not built to last? Why do you act like you have not battled yourself in the past? Because coddling me everyday Only throttles my recovery A helping hand is nice but I don't need it held forever Just for once, let me breathe Save your lungs if you can't speak truthfully Do you water it down when you speak to yourself In the mirror each morning Do you think that would help You to see just exactly what I mean Say just what you want to say Before I start to take all of this with a grain of salt So when did scars become a sign of something not built to last? Why do you act like you have not battled yourself in the past? Because coddling me everyday Only throttles my recovery A helping hand is nice but I don't need it held forever Say just want you want to say Before I overthink and plant a seed of doubt inside my brain I hate the way that you think I'm made of glass because of issues in the past I swear they only made me stronger They only made me stronger I hate the way that you treat me like I am made out of glass So when did scars become a sign of something not built to last? I guess you never informed me