Home from War

Here I stand like a soldier home from war With nothing to do but remember the shutter of bombs I'm sure it never quite goes away It never quite goes away, oh Here I sit like a beginner beginning again And all those fuck-ups counted for nothing 'cause nothing makes sense And I am never quite fully awake And never completely asleep, yeah I'm walking around like a soldier who's home from war Lost in the foreign landscape I used to know Will I ever feel like I belong? Will I ever feel like I belong anywhere? Well, here I lie like a lover who isn't in love Who stares at the cracks in the ceiling six feet above And who knows just how it feels to buckle beneath the weight And there's only so much you can take There's only so much you can take I might never be normal again I might never be normal again Never be normal again Oh, never be normal again But who cares? I ask, who cares? Oh, who cares? And now I'm standing disheveled at your door Covered in dust and dirt but full of hope We might never be normal again Might never be normal again, but who cares? I ask, who cares?