Pretend Feeling

I washed the blood out of your clothes I'll always do what I'm told It's not the thing I wanted most Nothing else came quite as close And I was hoping you would know I didn't want to see it go to waste I guess I'm not as real as him He had more lines that pull you in I fill the spaces in-between 'Cause you're a something I'd never seen And I was hoping you would know I didn't want to see it go I guess it's never not my fault And I was always self-assured But didn't think I needed more than her Take me back to summer skies I'm too scared and I'm too shy Could've risked it Laid it out I guess it's my fault I'm without I'm bored of doing nothing Nothing is something When I'm with you (Aah-Aah) Let me try again (Aah-Aah) We can just be friends This all feels pretend