Pretend Feeling

I washed the blood out of your clothes
I'll always do what I'm told
It's not the thing I wanted most
Nothing else came quite as close

And I was hoping you would know
I didn't want to see it go to waste

I guess I'm not as real as him
He had more lines that pull you in
I fill the spaces in-between
'Cause you're a something I'd never seen

And I was hoping you would know
I didn't want to see it go
I guess it's never not my fault

And I was always self-assured
But didn't think I needed more than her

Take me back to summer skies
I'm too scared and I'm too shy
Could've risked it
Laid it out
I guess it's my fault I'm without

I'm bored of doing nothing
Nothing is something
When I'm with you (Aah-Aah)
Let me try again (Aah-Aah)
We can just be friends
This all feels pretend