Terraform

(Now you're listening to Alonso Beats) I don't know, I don't know bout where you come from Dont ask me where i am, dont worry bout the time zone Divots in my heart, might just terraform This ain't war bitch, what you fighting for? Pulled my heart out and you left it by the roadside Smoke my heart out, imma see the other side One foot in the grave? Nah bitch, the other half way in I'm beginning to see it wasn't only my sin Holes in my lungs, like the fucking ozone Divots in my heart, gonna have to terraform Drama drama like a fucking petty stew I ain't antisocial i just dont like you Asking way too much, thought that wasn't like you Life in pieces, you a thunderstorm Tear my mind to pieces, lightning strike it hits like a tornado And I hope I never see that Mary Sue You were bitching when i didn't talk to you Turn the tables call me petty when i do When you smile it make me feel uncomfortable On that psycho shit, its indisputable I'm crazy too, I'd take care of you if you would have stuck round me Im a bitch, im a loser, im a mess If no one can love me, guess I'll just love myself Dont need you, and i dont need no one else You a bitch, you a loser, you a mess Im a piece of shit, Just like all the rest But fuck it dawg, yea you just werent the best Spit these rhymes to get the weight of my chest My bars spiritual Your attempts surface value lyrics at best Give it a rest But still your ego big just like all the rest Narcissistic, yea you so predictable Im not stupid, im just unpredictable Happiness and pain they go hand in hand up in my domain Smiling when i think about seeing you, no im not insane I Won't lie tho, I'm a lil bit inane Im the left and you the right Irrational and colorful Im the analytical Sometimes I read too much into the lines Deep lines in my heart, might just terraform Dont know how to treat me right but you thinking that im the real blight Solar eclipse, you wipe out the light You so right, you a star but I'm a meteorite Came to wipe out all life on Earth Leave the dirtiest cockroach dead in the dirt Wishing upon the shooting stars but that can only go so far Wondering bout where you are (are) You the paul and im the ranks Leave all of your worries down by the river bank Left cause you care too much bout social rank The Ascension, supposed to be a glorious mystery But it's a shame to see I made you my deity At this point im used it, guess right now its just the norm Yea my heart is misshapen but maybe ill just terraform Terraform, transform, what the fuck more could you ask for? You laugh at me now, but let's see how it is when I am gone But imma give you one more try to help me fly And save yourself from the guilt It'll hit you on the head like a sword hilt Make you fucking wilt Drowning in the silt Mind lost at sea Michael call me crazy Fuck Johnny, here's me I'm on the edge One more "k" back and I'll be dead Eyes red From smoking or crying? Doesn't matter, how many times I gotta stress it? I'm dying The mind can't feel the difference, emotional or physical pain? Doubted it once, now I see that shit is real Happiness down the drain Drake in his feels, tryna ditch my feelings I'm turning into a monster, I can feel it Got these divots in my heart, gonna have to seal 'em Terraform