Maniac

[Verse 1] I'm hanging on by a thread, I got these thoughts in my head The kind that won't let me rest, I swear, I'm trying my best I cancelled all of my plans, I cut off all of my friends I only trust on one hand, I say "I'm sorry" too fast [Pre-Chorus] Oh, I've got it all Figured out, but I don't (But I don't) When I fall down, I know I could change, but I won't [Chorus] I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that I'm a disaster, goin' down way too fast I may have been shattered, but I'll put the pieces back And it feels like everybody's out to get me Feels like they keep forgetting I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that [Post-Chorus] I take a pill for that [Verse 2] I'm scared of what I'll become, can't undo the things I'vе done I tried to hide who I was, fеlt like I wasn't enough It's like a fight to the death, feels like a knife in my chest Constantly gasping for breath, don't know how much I've got left [Pre-Chorus] Oh, I've got it all Figured out, but I don't (But I don't) When I fall down, I know I could change, but I won't [Chorus] I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac (I'm not a monster) I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that I'm a disaster, goin' down way too fast (I'm a disaster) I may have been shattered, but I'll put the pieces back And it feels like everybody's out to get me Feels like they keep forgetting I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac (I'm not a monster) I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that [Instrumental Bridge] [Chorus] I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that I'm a disaster going down way too fast (I'm a disaster) I may have been shattered, but I'll put the pieces back And it feels like everybody's out to get me Feels like they keep forgetting I'm not a monster, I'm just a maniac (I'm not a monster) I'm not crazy, I take a pill for that [Outro] I take a pill for that