Throw Myself Away

My mind goes so fast I'm just tryna slow it down I know I give the impression That I'm independent But I need a body right now Giddy up Give me a crush But it's never enough I need the rush You see I get validation as soon as I get naked I know I should treat me sacred But secretly I'm praying That would make it into daylight But they only love me when it's nighttime I throw myself into other boy's arms Just to get over the other one I throw myself away and break my heart To get over the love that died I don't know why I try, I try I don't know why I try When true love don't last I get drunk and I run around town I squeeze myself into dresses Get real obsessive I'm not his possession I'm out Giddy up Tell me I'm lush Make a real big fuss Pretend that it's love You see I get so frustrated And I text him and I hate it I should lower my expectations But secretly I'm praying That he'll come on over tonight Say he's sorry and that everything is alright I throw myself into other boy's arms Just to get over the other one I throw myself away and break my heart To get over the love that died I don't know why I try, I try I don't know why I try I don't know why I try, I try I don't know why I try I don't know why I try, I try I don't know why I... Give me some love Give me some love Give me some love tonight Give me some love Give me some love Give me some love tonight I throw myself into other boy's arms Just to get over the other one I throw myself away and break my heart To get over the love that died I don't know why I try, I try I don't know why I try I don't know why I try, I try I don't know why I try I try I don't know why I try I try, and try, and try I...