Intention

I wasn't chasing my wishes last year Im still replacing my wants with my fears Resistance is the only thing on my mind My emotions keep leaving me tongue tied I'm so bored of letting myself down Taking steps to turn my life around These deep breaths won't sort the future out Can't steady myself I'm still moving I keep moving I want it all, I want the truth But I don't do the things I say I'll do I contradict my every intention I don't think that I deserve the blessings What will it take, to build some discipline I can't escape the addicted state I'm in I won't get lost in the temptation I can't afford to sell my soul again Lean too much on my hesitation Still don't get the essence of patience My bad habits wreak too much chaos I still cling to everything that I've lost I'm so used to holding myself back I don't want to live a life like that Every time that I take a step back I steady myself I want it all, I want the truth But I don't do the things I say I'll do I contradict my every intention I don't think that I deserve the blessings What will it take, to build some discipline I can't escape the addicted state I'm in Won't get lost in the temptation. I can't afford to sell my soul again Nostalgia is death of me It's draining all my energy I've forgotten how to breathe I can't remember anything can't slow myself down Can't drown the pain out When will I calm down I just need to get myself out I want it all, I want the truth But I don't do the things I say I'll do I contradict my every intention I don't think that I deserve the blessings What will it take, to build some discipline I can't escape the addicted state I'm in I won't get lost in the temptation Cause I can't afford to sell my soul again