Numb

If I look like I'm smiling, that's not what it was I took something too strong and I think I'm in love Make a toast to my plug, I was feeling too much Oh god, it feels good to be numb I can't shake the darkness, tried since I was young I'm far too nostalgic, I blame where I'm from I'll be gone by the morning 'cause I'm born to run Oh god, it feels good to be numb I'm so alone And no one knows On my own, oh no God, it feels good to be numb Called my grandma and mother, they said I look dead And I won't disagree, it's a mess in my head I can't live in the moment, I'm scared of the end Oh, what would I do without them I was the life of the party, now I hardly speak Fill my cup with regrets and haunted memoriеs I pour up this poison so sweet on my tongue Oh god, it feels good to be numb I'm so alone And no onе knows On my own, oh no God, it feels good to be numb Crossed out my tattoo, I don't wanna die young But I'm still so afraid, I don't wanna grow up Make a toast to my plug, I was feeling too much Oh god, it feels good to be numb