Soliloquy

Woke up missing sunsets from a time when things felt right I looked up from my phone and found they happen every night I heard everything ahead of me is what it's meant to be But I can't sit and wait any longer to see I don't know if I'll find home, or ever believe in god But I've found lots of lonely people on this road I'm on So if you feel as if you have no mouth but you must scream Just know that's me in waking life and all my dreams 'Cause I tell truth into the mirror I'd never say in conversation 'Cause all my hesitation always stops my tirеd tongue And I believе that I'll find peace with what I see in my reflection But I don't know which direction to start Woke up missing mornings that weren't filled with so much fear Sometimes I get overwhelmed, wish I could disappear So if you feel as if you have no mouth but you must scream Just know that's me in waking life and all my dreams 'Cause I tell truth into the mirror I'd never say in conversation 'Cause all my hesitation always stops my tired tongue And I believe that I'll find peace with what I see in my reflection But I don't know which direction to start Because no matter where I'm landing I know I won't stick around But it's a nice place to visit for now