Call Your Phone

I don’t know why I can’t pick up my phone I know I wanna talk to you Don’t think I’m being shy or rude I just think that I can’t really tolerate what’s in your eyes Does that sound Cliche? Does that sound dumb? I’m always getting told what I say is cliche But what’s the harm in that? We’re so taught to be embarrassed of who we are in this, in this I’m proud to say I’ve grown, I know I don’t talk on the phone to you anymore Honey I am sure you have noticed It kills me that I know you noticed And I can’t say a thing But, I’m proud to say I’ve grown Honestly, the reason I don’t talk on the phone to you, anymore Is cause I’m so different from beforе Will you recognise the voicе coming out of you speaker phones? Oh oh... Well I don’t know, oh oh And that’s the thing, I don’t know... Whether its for better or for worse At one moment, I was yours Now isn’t that weird? Isn’t that so weird? I’ve always thought relationships are kind of weird Because there’s like friendships, right? It’s completely normal You talk day and night If you drift apart well that’s alright You remember what they did for your life But relationships We’ve been trained if they leave your life they’re gone for good That’s an old chapter that you can close and no more rereading Cause “that’s unhealthy to do.” But I don’t want that to be you... I know that sounds cliche but I don’t want that to be you I’ll treat it like a friendship I have my own brain and I have my own mind I can make my own decisions I’ve made it now, that’s what I’m going with So I’ll continue to reminisce about you Because honestly Honestly, you were a pretty cool dude Baby that’s true And no it’s not unhealthy for me to think these things about you Or reminisce about memories or watch videos on YouTube That’s just what we’ve been told to know But it doesn’t mean anything, ya know? You can make your own decisions That’s mine about you Thank you for everything you do Thank you for everything you did for me Cause I’m such a better person, now I’ve learned so much It’s insane how much I’ve learned I really feel like I’ve grown from when we used to talk Oh And I don’t know I know I should call your phone But I guess that’ll make me feel alone In a weird way Even though technically I’m less alone if I’m calling you on the phone...