Call Your Phone

I don’t know why

I can’t pick up my phone

I know I wanna talk to you

Don’t think I’m being shy or rude

I just think that I can’t really tolerate what’s in your eyes

Does that sound Cliche?

Does that sound dumb?

I’m always getting told what I say is cliche

But what’s the harm in that?

We’re so taught to be embarrassed of who we are in this, in this

I’m proud to say I’ve grown, I know I don’t talk on the phone to you anymore

Honey I am sure you have noticed

It kills me that I know you noticed

And I can’t say a thing

But, I’m proud to say I’ve grown

Honestly, the reason I don’t talk on the phone to you, anymore

Is cause I’m so different from beforе

Will you recognise the voicе coming out of you speaker phones?

Oh oh...

Well I don’t know, oh oh

And that’s the thing, I don’t know...

Whether its for better or for worse

At one moment, I was yours

Now isn’t that weird?

Isn’t that so weird?

I’ve always thought relationships are kind of weird

Because there’s like friendships, right?

It’s completely normal

You talk day and night

If you drift apart well that’s alright

You remember what they did for your life

But relationships

We’ve been trained if they leave your life they’re gone for good

That’s an old chapter that you can close and no more rereading

Cause “that’s unhealthy to do.”

But I don’t want that to be you...

I know that sounds cliche but I don’t want that to be you

I’ll treat it like a friendship

I have my own brain and I have my own mind

I can make my own decisions

I’ve made it now, that’s what I’m going with

So I’ll continue to reminisce about you

Because honestly

Honestly, you were a pretty cool dude

Baby that’s true

And no it’s not unhealthy for me to think these things about you

Or reminisce about memories or watch videos on YouTube

That’s just what we’ve been told to know

But it doesn’t mean anything, ya know?

You can make your own decisions

That’s mine about you

Thank you for everything you do

Thank you for everything you did for me

Cause I’m such a better person, now I’ve learned so much

It’s insane how much I’ve learned

I really feel like I’ve grown from when we used to talk

Oh

And I don’t know

I know I should call your phone

But I guess that’ll make me feel alone

In a weird way

Even though technically I’m less alone if I’m calling you on the phone...