Homesick

[Verse 1] I'm homesick for a day that never happened And I'm going to a place that I imagined I'll awaken in my bed, the sheets are sweating I don't know when the best of my life happened [Chorus] 'Cause I waste every moment on the chase Oh, it's never over For the day that can't get any better If it's not mine, it's gone forever But then why do I remember? [Verse 2] I'm craving arms that never held me like a mother Whose love's so safe, it's deadly And I'm small and I'm warm, and all that's real is the moment And I'm no longer a woman, I just melt into the floor [Chorus] While I waste every moment on the chase Oh, it's never over For the day that can't get any better If it's not mine, it's gone forever But then why do I remember? [Bridge] All I ever wanted never did exist at all I feel like my whole life has been haunted By a child who never was And all I ever wanted never did exist at all I feel like my whole life has been haunted By a child who never was [Outro] All I ever wanted never did exist at all, mm By a child who never was