Homesick

[Verse 1]

I'm homesick for a day that never happened

And I'm going to a place that I imagined

I'll awaken in my bed, the sheets are sweating

I don't know when the best of my life happened

[Chorus]

'Cause I waste every moment on the chase

Oh, it's never over

For the day that can't get any better

If it's not mine, it's gone forever

But then why do I remember?

[Verse 2]

I'm craving arms that never held me like a mother

Whose love's so safe, it's deadly

And I'm small and I'm warm, and all that's real is the moment

And I'm no longer a woman, I just melt into the floor

[Chorus]

While I waste every moment on the chase

Oh, it's never over

For the day that can't get any better

If it's not mine, it's gone forever

But then why do I remember?

[Bridge]

All I ever wanted never did exist at all

I feel like my whole life has been haunted

By a child who never was

And all I ever wanted never did exist at all

I feel like my whole life has been haunted

By a child who never was

[Outro]

All I ever wanted never did exist at all, mm

By a child who never was