heaven

[Intro: blackwinterwells] I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work And every time I tell you how I feel you end up hurt And I don't have much else to life, I've been so overworked I need someone to help or I'm buried [?] [Verse 1: mental] I'm feeling weaker, weaker I try not to look in the mirror It makes every single problem with me become clearer I don't even like the way that I am when I'm near her Then shе makes me cry like a bitch I still try not to quit It would takе what I've got to get up But every single time that we kiss It's like time don't exist I promise you're heaven enough Heaven enough [Chorus: grandee] I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work And I don't like to talk the only thing that works is percs I'm walking on the turf the only thing that's there is mercs They put me on a shirt and I said I don't do it first They mock me all the time and say that I won't be shit But fuck all the people that said all that shit I will be something if it takes some hits Fall off a building and stand up and miss [Verse 2: blxty] I can't breathe The words you say take over me It's so late and I fall asleep I didn't know I was hopelessly falling into your arms Your guess is mine, I don't know what the time is Don't ask me how we are, please don't remind me You know that [?] so grimy Take out my whole heart 'cause I'm hopelessly, hopelessly Falling into you And I hope that we, hope that we Finally have an agreement [Verse 3: blackwinterwells] I try to reconcile with those who left me burnt But they laugh at my face and tell me I cannot return Their image had me shattered in the mind, there's no one worse But someone who would disappear at smallest sign of hurt And I can't stop singing their praises at length I'm longing for something I'll never attain My spine is collapsing, unspeakable pain It's someone else suffering, it's just me to blame [Verse 4: kuru] I made myself a personal purgatory I say the same things everyday, it gets boring And it's okay if you don't wan' hear my stories I'll just go find myself to peace of the quarry And what you want from me is more than I have in my belongings But for you I'll still try my hardest to do it And for a year I set my mind on all the wrong things I spent like half of it just trying to intuit And the boyfriend, the reflection, and that year is fucking dead I regret it but it's just a part of acceptance I'm collapsing to the ground it's like the leaves the trees have shed I been stabbed too many times for me to be in your presence If somebody loves you it sure isn't me Well at least that's what I'm telling myself Can't contain all my words so I say you're my keep So tell me what are your deciders [Chorus: grandee] I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work And I don't like to talk the only thing that works is percs I'm walking on the turf the only thing that's there is mercs They put me on a shirt and I said I don't do it first They mock me all the time and say that I won't be shit But fuck all the people that said all that shit I will be something if it takes some hits Fall off a building and stand up and miss (Tears)