heaven

[Intro: blackwinterwells]

I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work

And every time I tell you how I feel you end up hurt

And I don't have much else to life, I've been so overworked

I need someone to help or I'm buried [?]

[Verse 1: mental]

I'm feeling weaker, weaker

I try not to look in the mirror

It makes every single problem with me become clearer

I don't even like the way that I am when I'm near her

Then shе makes me cry like a bitch

I still try not to quit

It would takе what I've got to get up

But every single time that we kiss

It's like time don't exist

I promise you're heaven enough

Heaven enough

[Chorus: grandee]

I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work

And I don't like to talk the only thing that works is percs

I'm walking on the turf the only thing that's there is mercs

They put me on a shirt and I said I don't do it first

They mock me all the time and say that I won't be shit

But fuck all the people that said all that shit

I will be something if it takes some hits

Fall off a building and stand up and miss

[Verse 2: blxty]

I can't breathe

The words you say take over me

It's so late and I fall asleep

I didn't know I was hopelessly falling into your arms

Your guess is mine, I don't know what the time is

Don't ask me how we are, please don't remind me

You know that [?] so grimy

Take out my whole heart 'cause I'm hopelessly, hopelessly

Falling into you

And I hope that we, hope that we

Finally have an agreement

[Verse 3: blackwinterwells]

I try to reconcile with those who left me burnt

But they laugh at my face and tell me I cannot return

Their image had me shattered in the mind, there's no one worse

But someone who would disappear at smallest sign of hurt

And I can't stop singing their praises at length

I'm longing for something I'll never attain

My spine is collapsing, unspeakable pain

It's someone else suffering, it's just me to blame

[Verse 4: kuru]

I made myself a personal purgatory

I say the same things everyday, it gets boring

And it's okay if you don't wan' hear my stories

I'll just go find myself to peace of the quarry

And what you want from me is more than I have in my belongings

But for you I'll still try my hardest to do it

And for a year I set my mind on all the wrong things

I spent like half of it just trying to intuit

And the boyfriend, the reflection, and that year is fucking dead

I regret it but it's just a part of acceptance

I'm collapsing to the ground it's like the leaves the trees have shed

I been stabbed too many times for me to be in your presence

If somebody loves you it sure isn't me

Well at least that's what I'm telling myself

Can't contain all my words so I say you're my keep

So tell me what are your deciders

[Chorus: grandee]

I've been trying to fix myself it doesn't work

And I don't like to talk the only thing that works is percs

I'm walking on the turf the only thing that's there is mercs

They put me on a shirt and I said I don't do it first

They mock me all the time and say that I won't be shit

But fuck all the people that said all that shit

I will be something if it takes some hits

Fall off a building and stand up and miss (Tears)