Blinded

As I sink into my own lies As I sink into my own lies I'm finding it hard to find purpose I feel rejected by everyone As I sink into, as I sink into my As I sink into my own lies Would you still be here if I had something else to offer Or nothing at all? I want to hide myself away I want to hide myself away Away from everyone I know You say it's fine But I've got the scars to show Cause I don't know What I'm worth To anyone Fuck I try to say the words but they're not coming to me I wanna scream the words but they're not coming to me Oh fuck I'm finding it hard to find purpose I feel rejected by everyone As I sink into, as I sink into my As I sink into my own lies I can't even think what I offer I don't even know what I'm meant to do With the days that I've got left on this earth Someone tell me What am I supposed to do How am I supposed to act I can't see the value in anything I can't even keep up with the lies I tell myself, cause every damn time I open up I'm met with those eyes It kills me I can't see this Through any other lense Than I have seen with my own two eyes It blinds me Blinds me Nah wait I overthink every little thing that I've said To anyone that's out of my circle And I'll drag myself down With the fucking guilt As I sink into my own lies As I sink into my own lies I cant even begin to fathom the idea Of having any fucking clue What I'm supposed to do I don't even know what I'm worth I don't even know what I'm worth I don't even know what I'm worth I don't even know what I'm worth I'm sinking Uughhh How can I be anything different If I can't find me when I'm sinking How can I be anything different If I can't find me How can I be anything different If I can't find me when I'm sinking How can I be anything different It blinds me I'm sinking I'm sinking I'm sinking I'm sinking