Blinded

As I sink into my own lies
As I sink into my own lies
I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink into, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies
Would you still be here if
I had something else to offer
Or nothing at all?
I want to hide myself away
I want to hide myself away
Away from everyone I know
You say it's fine
But I've got the scars to show
Cause I don't know
What I'm worth
To anyone
Fuck
I try to say the words but they're not coming to me
I wanna scream the words but they're not coming to me
Oh fuck
I'm finding it hard to find purpose
I feel rejected by everyone
As I sink into, as I sink into my
As I sink into my own lies
I can't even think what I offer
I don't even know what I'm meant to do
With the days that I've got left on this earth
Someone tell me
What am I supposed to do
How am I supposed to act
I can't see the value in anything
I can't even keep up with the lies
I tell myself, cause every damn time I open up
I'm met with those eyes
It kills me
I can't see this
Through any other lense
Than I have seen with my own two eyes
It blinds me
Blinds me
Nah wait
I overthink every little thing that I've said
To anyone that's out of my circle
And I'll drag myself down
With the fucking guilt
As I sink into my own lies
As I sink into my own lies
I cant even begin to fathom the idea
Of having any fucking clue
What I'm supposed to do
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth
I don't even know what I'm worth

I'm sinking
Uughhh
How can I be anything different
If I can't find me when I'm sinking
How can I be anything different
If I can't find me
How can I be anything different
If I can't find me when I'm sinking
How can I be anything different
It blinds me
I'm sinking
I'm sinking
I'm sinking
I'm sinking