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Broken A life beyond all repair Instead of mending the wound, I start to tear at the flesh With each layer going deeper and deeper inside With each layer going deeper and deeper inside Yeah I'm not starting again I'm fucking done with the hell you're putting me through I'm fucking done with the life you make me lead But these hands are holding me back I try to run but the pain just keeps coming back It's like a knife lodged deep in the cracks of this hell you make me This hell you make me live I can't breathe with your hands on me I can't breathe with your hands on me Tie the noose and just let me leave Taking it back I'm taking it back The lies Cutting the strings I'm cutting the strings The ties I can't win against this when it's in my mind Tie the noose around my neck and just let me drop A puppeteer in control of me And I'm blind To see The end of the rope when it's swinging In front of me And I'm blind to see Blind to see Dead black eyes are staring They hunger for the dark side of my mind And I'm letting them feed off the hate I feel for myself Feed off the hate I feel for myself