Avalanche

Crouching in the girls room Trying to collect my mood No one knowing my truth Always be the one to say yes Say yes Never not the nice one Mustn't be a bitch, hon Sit and be pretty Learn to live to love, to always nod yes Nod yes You say you wanted me to hold my own But now I know I was under your control All the ways that I could haunt you now Your grip is slipping fast Now baby, I'm an avalanche Take another deep breath Pride is all I've got left Get my shit together Know that I can be the one to say no Say no Pour a cup of gold now I'm holding the chains, pal I'll sit and be pretty While I learn to be the one to yell no Scream no You say you wanted me to hold my own But now I know I was under your control All the ways that I could haunt you now Your grip is slipping fast Now baby, I'm an avalanche You'll freeze You'll be gone Finally, in the snow I said no You say you wanted me to hold my own But now I know I was under your control All the ways that I could haunt you now Your grip is slipping fast Now baby, I'm an avalanche You say you wanted me