Avalanche

Crouching in the girls room
Trying to collect my mood
No one knowing my truth
Always be the one to say yes
Say yes
Never not the nice one
Mustn't be a bitch, hon
Sit and be pretty
Learn to live to love, to always nod yes
Nod yes

You say you wanted me to hold my own
But now I know I was under your control
All the ways that I could haunt you now
Your grip is slipping fast
Now baby, I'm an avalanche

Take another deep breath
Pride is all I've got left
Get my shit together
Know that I can be the one to say no
Say no
Pour a cup of gold now
I'm holding the chains, pal
I'll sit and be pretty
While I learn to be the one to yell no
Scream no

You say you wanted me to hold my own
But now I know I was under your control
All the ways that I could haunt you now
Your grip is slipping fast
Now baby, I'm an avalanche

You'll freeze
You'll be gone
Finally, in the snow
I said no

You say you wanted me to hold my own
But now I know I was under your control
All the ways that I could haunt you now
Your grip is slipping fast
Now baby, I'm an avalanche

You say you wanted me