Jaded

I wonder what you might be telling people. Was I a liar, and did I betray you? A friendship ring made of strings stuck to my hands and knees, you tied the knot so tight I couldn't undo it. Was that your intention? What was your intention? I'm glad we've drifted away from each other, and I'm glad that I know my worth, but I got so lost in the hands of a stranger, you don't understand your own words. I wonder if you'll ever realise it, your views are just too harsh for me to get it. You hate a lot and I got caught in being sad 'Cause you'd get mad if I walked away and I'd never say that you were wrong it's not ok. Was I a friend or just a piece that you'd use? Did you use me? Did I make you look good? Was it just nice to have a girl by your side? I'm glad we've drifted away from each other, and I'm glad that I know my worth, but I got so lost in the hands of a stranger, you don't understand your own words. And you tried to take it all down, god I'm so sick of it now. You made me jaded about every god damn thing. You get so angry so quickly. When did you ever fight for me? What kind of friend lets me sink? I'm glad we've drifted away from each other, and I'm glad that I know my worth, but I got so lost in the hands of a stranger, you don't understand your own words. And you tried to take it all down, god I'm so sick of it now. You made me jaded about every god damn thing. You get so angry so quickly. When did you ever fight for me? What kind of friend let's me sink? You made me jaded about every god damn thing.