Negative Self Talk

Negative self talk A veteran, self taught Etcetera, on and on Sick of hearing my Self Talk The long walk between the car and the house I just sit behind the wheel 'Til the battery runs out Home is where we were loud Used to sing down the hall To your signature sound Now it's just so quiet I hate this gorgeous house Can hear my heart beat Over emptiness now Chorus of my worst thoughts Drawing curtains shut As hope takes a bow Now all I hear is Negative self talk A veteran, self taught Etcetera, on and on Sick of hearing my Self Talk I write like a volcano, projectile spewing out Quiet mind's a loaded canon Who's it aimed at now? And the tip of my tongue, tip of the iceberg Turn titanic around Let me thaw out Cause all I hear is Negative Self Talk A veteran, self taught Etcetera, on and on Sick of hearing my Self talk Sung over the bones of you and i Words spun into daisy wheels in my mind I am Vasalisa, guide me through the night Nothing more will enter me but light And i wont hear it Negative Self Talk A veteran, self taught Etcetera, on and on Sick of hearing my Self talk