OBLIVION

I'm a failure by my own design A garden of funeral pyres Your kind eyes atrophy But I knew that joy was never meant for me Fuck Spirits lost in a sickness as hearts intertwine I thread all your grief through mine We'd break every promise made Our stars aligned but heaven's frayed The moonlight tore through our silhouette Twisting us in hateful pirouettes Though thrill will promise shame You know that I will always stay Ruin (It takes all the hurt from you) (And fills your aching bones with warmth) (But in the briеf moment of respite) I еnvision my fucking end She rots straight to the bone Ruin, I cannot let her go This dance is all I know and I'm scared of letting go Why do I do this to myself? Severed the hands that had reached to help Why do I do this to myself? A body crushed by the weight of hell Another night we writhe in this pain, refusing to change Searching for solace, lost in sickness This love will ruin me (Ruin me) When it drags you down, will you reach for me? Will you find your serenity in the things that we could have been?