GINSICK

Heaven came burning down As I saw myself dissolve through her eyes Reverberations through her tired sighs So, what is left? A form of nostalgia? A heartbreak to be proud of? At the loss of bliss I struggle to find another way out of this Without having to admit to myself That I'm a piece of shit Loveless, trying to dissect my ego It's hopeless She's sleeping safe through the night So why do I feel so shit inside? I'm so fucking sorry I know you were hurting I know your heart's healing I'm glad that you got away At the loss of bliss I struggle to find another way out of this Without having to admit to myself That I'm a piece of shit Loveless, trying to dissect Or live in shame and die alone It's hopeless These lonely sheets still strangle, I'm so cold But I refuse to poison our home No Oh, my darling I see you now In thunder clouds on the horizon I find myself in adoration now Eyes shining chaotic like lightning I'm so sorry The salt from your tears burnt straight through my skin You'd sneak me in And we'd pretend I'd stay in your bed when the sun came But I'd just run again I never deserved you I was so young, and it felt like the world was caving in I'm so fucking sorry, just know that I love you still