carnage

Starving now, it gets pretty bad You saw it all get split in half About every bridge has been collapsed Old friends of mine slowly detached I think it's all my fault Questioning if I'm wrong How do I make it stop (Can't rest at all, heart's pounding strong) (Been up for hours) One call was all I needed Right now, I feel completed 2019 is over Been four years, think I love her Though, for me it stood out Bleed to just hear one sound I'd die to hear that noise The calmness of your voice I knew how it'd turn out Soon you'd be leaving town And I couldn't bare that thought Was hard to move on (Was hard to move on) (Was hard to move on) 32 degrees, lungs get colder by the second Been through hell and out It's like there's some type of obsession Wondering the choice you made If you've ever regret it If you gotta say something Why don't you come confess it Every time you mention how I need to find me Don't know what you're trying to say Don't know what you mean I think you're just saying words You're just saying things Even you confuse yourself You don't know what to think The reason why I live is to hope for a day To finally see guidance leading your way Wonder how to start, wonder where I'd go All of it requires leaving my home Been through a bit and so much has gone You don't gotta be sorry if I went through a lot I can see us starting a family I think it's the only thing that'll help me Starving now, it gets pretty bad You saw it all get split in half About every bridge has been collapsed Old friends of mine slowly detached I think it's all my fault Questioning if I'm wrong How do I make it stop Can't rest at all Heart's pounding strong Been up for hours The sun's almost up Like how do I do it She said "Where you been?" "No where, just haven't checked my phone to use it" It's all gone down in carnage, debris in my lungs Wake up feel like garbage and get my Yeti cu-cu-cup I'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine Even three hundred milligrams can barely do a thing to me