the war III

(Inaudible dialog) Resting my eyes wonder if this is a dream Barely get by drips of blood Stain through my fleece Stumbled across some stones near the creek Stopping I pause and hear the angels sing Gasping breaths of air Vision narrowed and it's blurred Stop telling me to calm down That only makes it worse Sharpen I got claws now Cutting through my shirt This is not the end just Know soon I will return Watching people die, I cannot look or see Covering my eyes, I hear the distant screams Plugging both my ears, but the sound bleeds Crying more tears, than it is raining Throw it all away, could tеll you didn’t care Is that all you got? Love when it ain’t fair Movе me out and crop the picture, never there People love to talk but never wanna square (Oh, god) Tell me what you want Baby tell me what you need Going through it all Everything is out of reach Engaging in a fight, everyone is scared of me They will never know, deep down I’m only weak Please just hear me out Can you promise me one thing? I can never win if you Promise you’ll never leave Baby I’m alone, does life have any meaning? Falling through the cracks and slipping Right through the seams Stepping on the gas, quarter of a tank I gotta ways to go But I know I have the strength Not in crowds or packs, two if even that I fight all by myself, capable of what I have Go in pissed off, risking my life Stranded, panic tracking the time Dangerous, hatred, kill and divide This is not what I had implied Bleeding out, mission abort Loose ties, cutting the cords Stable, carry support No I don't care if this all distorts Contradicting yourself, You make no sense I try to get me to talk, but I’m so dense Shoot my thoughts at the floor And think again My depression is war, a chain of events You made a mistake of losing this Now I feel unworthy of so many things I continue to grow, thanks to a screen And continue to fly, feeling free Trusting my gut, made the right choice When is it time, to stop feeling destroyed? Bottom of the ocean, fell into a void I kinda like it here, no sign of any noise Fighting for my life, this is the war three Letting go of souls, who were so close to me Aching won’t stop my heart from leaving Charging with no hope, but I have to believe (Believe, Believe) (Believe, Oh, I need to believe) (heylog)