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We went through a lot of ups and downs Yet you still stayed close to my side We often dug straight to the ground You don't know what I look like now

Just a number in my phone I'll love you the most March is a horrible month Why's it always cold Spent the end to cry I miss you every night Don't call me when you see this I'll hit decline

I don't look the same as I used to Is this a bad thing? Look, I don't know you I don't look the same like before And I don't recognize myself anymore

Two weeks 'til I go home Can't wait to see you, oh October is when you go Now things are coming to an end

She'll only love me if I just love myself But baby with you, I felt things I don't feel I couldn't imagine to feel someone else The thought of it always gets me overwhelmed I hate separating from people I love But I go forever without anyone I will go for days and not say any words You won't hear from me 'cause I sit back and lurk

Closing the drapes to block out any light The things that I do I would never advise It's so bad for me and, hm, I wonder why Growing more acne and I'm not surprised Don't look at me, please don't look at my face The way that you stare makes me humiliate I swear I get uglier, I don't look the same You won't recognize me by how much I've changed Changed