Ghost Me

I've been crying all night And I know I shouldn't Google the symptoms But it hurts this time Kinda thought that I could handle the distance No, I can't sleep in hotel rooms The camera roll impending doom Terrestrial TV to heal the blues You left an exit wound And this city's fine But I'm eternally unsatisfied And if I shut my eyes We're singing "Angels" at karaoke On the most chaotic night I can barely make you out In the artificial light And if you try to ghost me And quit being in my life Don't you dare Don't you dare I can tell you're online But that's a dangerous road to go down (Don't go there, don't go there, baby) And I've been tryin' all night But this particular wave, I'm strugglin' to ride And where the hell'd our childhood go? It freaks me out how fast we grow The more I see, the less I know And this feels like The Truman Show Everybody's up and left And I can barely catch my breath And when I shut my eyes We're singing "Angels" at karaoke On the most chaotic night I can barely make you out In the artificial light And if you try to ghost me And quit being in my life Don't you dare Don't you dare Don't you dare, don't you dare Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Don't you dare, don't you dare Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Don't you dare, don't you dare Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah Don't you dare, don't you dare Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah There's this SpongeBob line which I always think of And it's like this guy who's really sad, and he goes "I was born with, um, paper skin and bones made out of glass Every day I wake up and I shatter my ankles" Or something like that, like, he's really sad I'll find it now But that's how I feel at the moment