Ghost Me

I've been crying all night
And I know I shouldn't Google the symptoms
But it hurts this time
Kinda thought that I could handle the distance
No, I can't sleep in hotel rooms
The camera roll impending doom
Terrestrial TV to heal the blues
You left an exit wound
And this city's fine
But I'm eternally unsatisfied
And if I shut my eyes
We're singing "Angels" at karaoke
On the most chaotic night
I can barely make you out
In the artificial light
And if you try to ghost me
And quit being in my life
Don't you dare
Don't you dare
I can tell you're online
But that's a dangerous road to go down
(Don't go there, don't go there, baby)
And I've been tryin' all night
But this particular wave, I'm strugglin' to ride
And where the hell'd our childhood go?
It freaks me out how fast we grow
The more I see, the less I know
And this feels like The Truman Show
Everybody's up and left
And I can barely catch my breath
And when I shut my eyes
We're singing "Angels" at karaoke
On the most chaotic night
I can barely make you out
In the artificial light
And if you try to ghost me
And quit being in my life
Don't you dare
Don't you dare
Don't you dare, don't you dare
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Don't you dare, don't you dare
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Don't you dare, don't you dare
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Don't you dare, don't you dare
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
There's this SpongeBob line which I always think of
And it's like this guy who's really sad, and he goes
"I was born with, um, paper skin and bones made out of glass
Every day I wake up and I shatter my ankles"
Or something like that, like, he's really sad
I'll find it now
But that's how I feel at the moment