Cheeseball

He sits there silently crying for the hundredth time that night His mind in disarray Feels the urge but he cannot proclaim The thought is racing through his mind He starts to wonder why he carries on like this again Close your eyes, it feels like we're still friends So tell me what do you get out of it When you start believing your own bullshit? I know you're thinking that the futures bleak But it's getting so much harder to attention seek He sits their silently crying, silently dying and hoping And building it up to a thing Hooked up on a string And I am, trying, to keep up with your words But I'm struggling here, and it's worse than I feared So tell me how can it get worse than this? When you keep repeating the same old shit You keep on saying that the future's bleak But the same old conversations are starting to creek And if it all falls through, would you leave the rest behind? And if I said I forgive you, would you tell me the truth? You tried to find yourself but no cigar Like an underwhelmed celeb on 'Who'd You Think You Are' You had me thinking that the future's bleak But it's not without you, it's not without you And if it all falls through, would you leave the rest behind? And if I said I forgive you, would you tell me the truth? And if it all falls through, would you leave the rest behind? And if I tell you I love you, would you tell me the truth?