Cheeseball

He sits there silently crying for the hundredth time that night
His mind in disarray
Feels the urge but he cannot proclaim
The thought is racing through his mind
He starts to wonder why he carries on like this again
Close your eyes, it feels like we're still friends

So tell me what do you get out of it
When you start believing your own bullshit?
I know you're thinking that the futures bleak
But it's getting so much harder to attention seek

He sits their silently crying, silently dying and hoping
And building it up to a thing
Hooked up on a string
And I am, trying, to keep up with your words
But I'm struggling here, and it's worse than I feared

So tell me how can it get worse than this?
When you keep repeating the same old shit
You keep on saying that the future's bleak
But the same old conversations are starting to creek

And if it all falls through, would you leave the rest behind?
And if I said I forgive you, would you tell me the truth?

You tried to find yourself but no cigar
Like an underwhelmed celeb on 'Who'd You Think You Are'
You had me thinking that the future's bleak
But it's not without you, it's not without you

And if it all falls through, would you leave the rest behind?
And if I said I forgive you, would you tell me the truth?
And if it all falls through, would you leave the rest behind?
And if I tell you I love you, would you tell me the truth?